Explore the Space Between and How this all Started
More about the journey here.
Play in the light, explore your creativity, breathe, dance and sit still a little…BE Here.
My name is Elle and well, I’ll get straight to the point in a round about way.
This has emerged out of many experiences - sitting in the sunlight and reading every book I can get my hands on, walking barefoot in the woods, being a birth photographer for 9 years, doula-ing, yoga teacher training, years of working in outdoor education and camping, organizing and hosting women’s wellness weekends and retreats in the trees, staring at the moon & Milky Way since I was a kid, letting the first raindrop of an incoming storm land on my skin, following my intuition the majority of time, stepping forward without clear plans, essential oils talking to me (seriously, what?), sitting with and settling into compassion and forgiveness (ends up that is incredibly freeing!).
The Space Between
I hang out there a lot - not in a floaty way - I’ve always been quite grounded, barefoot, dirt between the toes, organic gardening kinda way. I didn’t think I could be “one of those people who speaks to, sees, feels, knows things, spirits, frequencies etc” because I didn’t relate to what I saw on TV or read in books.
I mean dudes, google wasn’t around when I was a kid - and the library in the city where I grew up had me thinking I was a doomed witch of sorts. The church - well yes, I got a LOT of clarity there - because that’s where things were really loud and thick and real.
I heard it in the space between the notes in the songs we sang there, I heard and felt it in the echos in the big room, I felt it between the people - I called it “love” - others called it “God”.
At 14 I called it Universe. Years of reading every book I could get my hands on about every spiritual belief, every religion, every meditation teacher or wise leader - I read it…eventually, I called it “Unity Consciousness” and finally I settled on “Om” - ONE.
Anyway, I spent a lot of time bringing in information and “wise things to say” (said some adults in my life") and “Oh wow, that’s exactly what I needed to hear” as a young human. I also spent time on the other side of the spectrum believing that I was loosing my mind, I was a know-it-all, I was making it all up - you name it - I spent time believing it. Ahh life.
Ends up that space between - the "veil” as some people call it - is just where I hang.
I can do both - I can have access to all that cool info and wisdom and big picture stuff AND I can be here as a grounded person just living life to it’s fullest.
Settling into that took about 40 years - and I’m so glad to be here - living in the veil and on planet Earth.
If you are into the Advanced Numerology stuff - I’m an Ace of Spades.
When I learned that - I felt seen. I felt real…it was a bit of a Velveteen Rabbit moment actually.
Here’s the thing though - I don’t think any of that actually matters.
We are where we are where we are.
I am where I am where I am. Most recently, I have decided to simply live it up - be me - embrace all of it.
Ends up being a conscious channel - well, that’s something we all have access to - remember when you used to get answers from God sometimes when you prayed?? Well - same idea…we have access to everything we need, want and could dream of - it’s only an openness, an ask, a moment away - actually - it’s all right here right now.
That whole “power of now” stuff - well, yup. Truth.
All those years of wondering if I was a weird human - nah - I’m all good and so are you if you too have some experience in the channeling department (a whole other blog post - but I didn’t even know the word “channel” until 2 years ago…seriously). Having the language to express my experiences has led me to realizing that yes, it all belongs and so do I - and so do you!!
We all belong here.
I’ve always loved playing outside, outside “the rules” - where the air is fresh and invigorating. Where I’m not sure what’s going to happen next - but I know that anything is possible.
All of these experiences and choices made that have led here to this moment, are ones that were inspired by the little hints, ideas, thoughts, knowings, inspirations that we all have that lead us back to ourselves over and over again.
“Hey look over here!! The light!! It’s YOU!”
This endeavour is about community, possibility, light and creativity - and I’d really like to drink more lattes with amazing people and share conversations around beautiful meals. We all have our stories, we all have our pathways to healing - bring you with you.
What I know for sure is that I will be offering experiences that are focused on experience who you really are and creating your life.
We may come together once and never see each other again, or we may develop a community that continues together for years. Sometimes we come together for a few hours, sometimes for days.
I have always trusted the nudges. It’s like having a wooden block in my hand and putting it down on the ground - ready - ripe with potential - and yet I have NO IDEA what piece I will get next, what whisper I will feel - but I trust that the next one will be perfect for whatever is coming…
This website is a wooden block I’m putting down…
My soul has been whispering “go” for a long time. There have been full on “HEY GO!!!”s a few times too - I’m going. I’m taking the steps forward.
I accept and am excited about the invitation to create this space - so here it is.
